Dum Dee Dum... I'm Nutty Net and I often go nuts :P I have way more fun than the average human should, and I'm blessed with a beautiful family and so many lovely opportunities :) And this is where I come to settle all those crazy floating thought butterflies in my head :)
I felt like blogging again. I don't know why. Because I feel like putting up more icons.
I've had a fairly awesome day today, come to think of it, in spite of the rain and the general demeanour of the people in our college ( excluding my friends who consistently remain as hyper and pep... which , btw, I love, and I'm sooo glad I have perky friends. Life would suck without perkiness. If everyone was emo (refer to previous post hahahaha) then that would really really bite. And I mean chomp chomp chomp bite)
So, anyways, yeah....
Oh, I remember now what it was I wanted to write. I got back home today and checked my email. No, goofball, that's not the exciting bit.
Here's the exciting bit.
Josh sent me an email from Victoria, where he's gone, because he's the captain of his hockey team, and his hockey teams gone to Victoria for this finals game and for this prize presentation ceremony. And so I haven't seen him since sunday. Which is ok. it's been like two days. I can live.
He calls me all the time. In fact all the time haha...
And he texts me all the time.
Anyways, his email.
Erm, it was really sweet and really lovey dovey. that's why i'm documenting it.
Josh's Letter
Dear Nethra ( he calls me by my first name for some strange reason, he says its a pretty name, and it should be said more often ),
Just got up. We scored tons of points at the match, tq for asking, it was awesome. Kinda kept looking at the crowd, expecting you to be there screaming that high pitched scream of yours, and going, " Josh, Josh, Josh ", and getting everyone revved up. My mini-cheerleader ;). I miss you. I miss you tons. I kinda think about you every second of the day. It's weird. And it's complicating me.
See, I can't play the game straight anymore. I was supposed to be listening to the coach and he was saying, Josh, you're the skip, you need to do blah blah blah blah oh..I wonder if she's in school right now....Wish I could call her....haha, that text she sent last night was hilarious.....she's got such a pretty smile.... and then i get whacked across the top of my head by David or Gerry, who's that guy I introduced ya to at T's. And I come back to earth, from all my pretty little thoughts of you. God. Help me. I sound so mad. It's so odd, but i feel like i have to tell you all this. Like.. I need you to know. I need to tell someone. Davo and my other mates would probably crack up that I've gone nutso for you. But hey, you're worth getting laughed at, I reckon. What are you upto? Done anything special since i left? Send me pics of you. The ones on my phone aren't enough. I know, I sound obsessive, but if love's a crime, then i'm guilty.
I know I sound absolutely cheesy, and my cheese rating is really high. But come on, give me a break. I love you.I do love you. I realised that this morning when I got up. I had the sweetest dream. It was you and me just sitting at that park we went to, near your house. Just sitting there and kinda being close. and it was like, I just couldn't stop smiling, I could almost smell that perfume you said you wear only when you go out partying, that one that smells a bit like hershey's nuggets. I imagined the feeling of your hand and my hand and them together. I think I've read too many of my mom's romance novels, Ha Ha. I feel like flying back right now, and just pulling you close and kissing you, and doing all sorts of things, that i'd rather you didn't know about. I know how you feel about that. And it's ok. I understand. I'm not going to push you to do anything. I may not even turn out to be the one for you.But you're the one for me. I know that. I know it like I know that tomorrow's a Wednesday, I know it like I know that we won the finals tonight, I know it like I know that when I get back I'm going to tell you in person how much I love you.
I went out with the gang last night after the game, and we went clubbing. Couldn't dance with any chicks, because I just... I can't. It's like, I see another girl, and I'm like...she's nothing compared to my girl. You're my girl. You're.... you're perfection. even though you keep saying you're not. You are. You make my world so much better.
I just pushed the soppy limit. But I'm not afraid of you getting weirded out. I know you're not going to judge me.
What was I talking about? Ha Ha, something about being around you or thinking of you, makes me a bit like you, and how you tend to go off on a complete tangential line of thought. I think it's your absolute freedom of thought and your unrestricted vivaciousness that just.... It Fills Me.
I can't keep writing like this. I need to talk to you, I need to call you, my hands are way too twitchy, it's like, it keeps going to the mobile, and I keep looking at the clock and waiting for it to turn to 8, so that it's finally 5 for you. Stupid timezones. Same bloody country and.... yeah, sorry, I promised not to swear. I'm going to call you now. I love you.
Joshua.
I love how he writes. He's won loadsa prizes for writing and poetry and stuff, so he's a really good writer. And his mom used to write romance novels, but because she had to take care of Josh, she stopped writing, and she went into the MAJORLY RICH family business. Josh is rolling in it because of that.
I miss him too. I miss yaz, Josh, and you're not too soppy.
He called me right after that, and I was like, ahha, no, haven't got home yet. Oh, yeah, yeah, life's usual. And then I hung up and came home and read this.
Right, gotta go.
Some iconisation.
Some songs.
Think Twice - Eve 6 When all is said and done
And dead does he love you
The way that I do
Breathing in lighting
Tonight's for fighting
I feel the hurt so physical
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around come around no more
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around no more
She spreads her love
She burns me up
I can't let go
I can't get out
I've said enough
Enough by now
I can't let go
I can't get out
Wait till the day you finally see
I've been here waiting patiently
Crossing my fingers and my t's
She cried on my shoulder begging please
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around come around no more
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around no more
She spreads her love
She burns me up
I can't let go
I can't get out
I've said enough
Enough by now
I can't let go
I can't get out
What is it you really want
I'm tired of asking
You come wasted
When I showed up and he was there
I tried my best to grin and bear
And took the stairs but didn't stop at the street
And as we speak I'm going down
Cause she spread her love
And burnt me up
I can't let go
I can't get out
I've said enough
Enough by now
I can't let go
I can't get out
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around come around no more
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around no more
Download that Song. It's the BEST SONG IN THE WORLD for me at the moment. I'm just addicted to it. It's on constant replay. *dies*
Another song , kinda inspired by my friend May and her situation with her boyfriend. It's complex. but he wants her to change, and she can't:
Everything I'm Not - The Veronicas
Oh no don't go changing
That's what you told me from the start
Thought you were something different
That's when it all just fell apart
Like you're so perfect
And I can't measure up
But I'm not perfect
Just all messed up
I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend so this is the end
Of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything, everything I'm not
It's not like I need somebody
Telling me where I should go at night
Don't worry you'll find somebody
Someone to tell how to live their life
Cause you're so perfect
And no one measures up
Yeah, all by yourself
You're all messed up
I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend so this is the end
Of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything, everything
I'm not
Now wait a minute
Because of you
I never knew all the things that I have
Hey don't ya get it
I'm not going anywhere with you tonight
Cause this is my life
I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend so this is the end
Of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything, everything I'm not
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend so this is the end
Of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything, everything
I'm not
[-------------------------------------Everything I'm Not -----------------------------------]
And some pics from my mobile phone, now that i've finally got it working ^_^
I've decided, I'm going start all my posts with so. It's a resolution. Yeeeuuppzzz.
Right, so... Well, first on the agenda. Vids that make me go hahahahahahahah allllll night long. Eww. You dirtyminded freak! [url]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q5im0Ssyyus[/url] Chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrlllllllllliiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeee
this song is mui addictive. and the vid is so full of draco malfoy. Hence...postage
So.........Erm...I feel like randomly putting up songs too.
"Lover I Don't Have To Love"
I picked you out Of a crowd and talked to you Said I liked your shoes You said thanks can I follow you?
So it's up the stairs And out of view No prying eyes I poured some wine I asked your name you asked the time Now it's two o'clock, the club is closed we're up the block Your hands on me I'm pressing hard against your jeans Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out You didn't care to know Who else may have been you before
I want a lover I don't have to love I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck Where's the kid with the chemicals? I thought he said to meet me here but I'm not sure I got the money if you got the time
You said it feels good I said I'll give it a try Then my mind went dark We both forgot where your car was parked Let's just take the train I'll meet up with the band in the morning
Bad actors with bad habits Some sad singers They just play tragic And the phone's ringing And the van's leaving Let's just keep touching Let's just keep keep singing
I want a lover I don't have to love I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk Where's the kid with the chemicals I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize The kind I have always seems to slip my mind But you but you You write such pretty words But life's no story book Love's an excuse to get hurt And to hurt "Do you like to hurt?" "I do! I do!" "Then hurt me." [fades]
------ By Bright Eyes
I love this song. for some strange reason. It's very haunting, let's say. I have a topic of discussion today.
EMOZ And emos in general. Let's start this off with a definition of emo:
Emo may describe emo music or a general emotional state (as in to "feel emo"). It is also, sometimes pejoratively, used to identify someone fitting a particular emo stereotype or category, or of being overly-emotional. Music
The term emo originated in the 1980s to describe a genre of music stemming from the emotional punk scene in Washington, D.C. Early bands labeled emo (or sometimes emocore, short for emotional hardcore) in this scene included Rites of Spring and Embrace. The term emo as a music genre has become more broad over time and now is loosely understood to define rock music with emotionally-based lyrics or effect. It is used to describe a broad, poorly defined group of bands that might include nearly any popular (or unpopular) rock band. Arguable examples of bands labeled as such are Hawthorne Heights, Innovator, AFI and My Chemical Romance. Personality When referring to a person's personality and attitude, most definitions of emo hold that an emo person is emotionally candid, sensitive, shy, introverted, glum, and quiet.[6] Depression and broken-heartedness are sometimes used to describe the emo personality. The factuality of broken-heartedness as a personality trait stems from the opinion that emo music contains multiple references to unrequited love, emotional and relationship problems. Poetry Emo personality is also often connected with writing poetry that addresses: confusion, depression, loneliness, the futility of life, and anger, all resulting from the world's inability to understand the author. Emo poetry usually combines a highly emotional tone and stream of consciousness writing with a simple (ABAB) or nonexistent rhyme scheme, references to the flesh (especially the heart), heavy use of macabre or depressing adjectives, and concern over the mutability of time, love, or both. A common theme is the author's feeling of emotional pain, or how misunderstood the author feels.
Fashion
By almost all current definitions, Emo clothing is characterized by tight jeans on males and females alike, long fringe (bangs) brushed to one side of the face or over one or both eyes, dyed black, straightened hair, tight t-shirts which often bear the names of rock bands (or other designed shirts), studded belts, belt buckles, canvas sneakers or skate shoes or other black shoes (often old and beaten up) and, if they wear glasses, they will often be thick, black horn-rimmed glasses Emo fashion has changed with time; early trends included haircuts similar to those worn by the Romulans and Vulcans in Star Trek, tightly fitting sweaters, button-down shirts, and work jackets (often called Members of the emo subculture are portrayed as melodramatic, self-pitying teenagers who pour their efforts into writing depressing poetry. The current emo subculture has been called a "sad caricature" of what it once was.Some have accused emo of celebrating self-injury or suicide, which those who do usually refer to "helping ease the pain". However, physical trauma triggers the release of beta-endorphins, which enhances relaxation and reduces physical pain. Some assert that within some emo circles, many pretend to be suicidal and self-harming as a way to gain acceptance, regardless of whether it is true or not.
So yup, that is emo. I don't know what i feel for emos.
they're just so... emo. It's like, more of a " oh wow, my life sucks, it really does" sort of thing that gets to me? Seriously. It's disturbing. Anyways..... Erm........... Well, so as you can see, I like putting icons in my posts nowadays. It's true. I'm an iconator , hahahaha ^_^
So, I'm starting yet another post with so!!! Omg, this is disturbing on so many levels. *thinks* I forgot what I was going to say.... May suddenly messaged me, and I got sidetracked , hahahahahahhahaha. Erm... oh, yeah. Back to School :
1. The May and Joy Incident : Ok. So. I've. Been. Overdramatising. The. Whole. Situation. Me and Joy and May are cool. Well, on the first day i thought that maybe, ok, there might still be something wrong here..but then after a while, we kinda got used to each other again and we're all good So. The Gangstas are back in business. And honestly. I love having them around. I love the fact that i have two people who i can cling to, and ask them to walk with me to places and like, sit with them during canteen and do all sorts of stuff, etc. It's just nice to have....friends. A support system if you will. I need a support system. I've really really really very insecure. I need friends, I thrive on friendship. I've just been so maltreated all through my early years of school ( primary school, basically .... when i was a MAJOR MAJOR MAJOR UBER UBER UBER GEEK CHICK). So, when I finally became popular, i was still carrying all that baggage. Still haven't lost it. But that's kinda the reason why i overprocess situations? like this May and Joy thing. I was just SO SCARED of losing them. That kinda just warped my sense of self? It's complicated, but yeah. Anyways, that's resolved. <3 May and <3 Joy. Gangstas Forever. Love yaz to bits.
2. Josh and I ----> Edited out.
4. Marks: Gaah. So crappy i don't even want to post them online. Though i did get 80 in my physics...SHOCKING! ^_^
What else, what else? Oh, erm...TY ANNABELLE for the b'day pressie And everyone for the b'day wishes Love ya all Bye for now!!!!!!!!!
So, I kinda felt like posting again. Anything to serve as a distraction from my UMAT studies. It's strange, but it's so hard for me to actually get to this site and start typing, but i find once i actually do start typing, I can't stop. Is that a good thing or not? Comments, people, are scarce on this blog. I've learnt to deal with it.
Erm, so.... What has happened since my last post. Well..It's been a week and a bit since my last post, hasn't it? TONS HAS HAPPENED. It's been an awesome set of holidays. I'm too cold to actually type up each of them and go into detail about each day, because no one is really that interested in my personal life anyways.
WHAT HAPPENED LAST WEEK( in no particular order ) : 1. I am no longer mad at Joy or May. Well, not that I'm not upset. But I'm not letting myself get emo about it. In fact, I haven't thought about them ONCE since that day. The way I figure is, I'll just brush it under the mat, and hope it disappears, and not confront them about it. I'd rather go on existing as the third wheel rather than jeopardise what seems to be the only set of friends I have inside Canning. It's too late for me to integrate with another set, so I'll let bygones be bygones, and just move on. I apologise for all the angst and emoness in the last post. This song, somehow, seems to resonate with this point The Dandy Warhols:We Used To Be Friends
A long time ago We used to be friends But I haven't thought of you lately at all If ever again A greeting i send to you Short and sweet, to the soul I intend
Ah ah ah ah Come on now honey Bring it on bring it on yeah Just remember me when You're good to go
Come on now sugar Bring it on bring it on yeah Just remember me when...
It's something I said Or someone I know Or you called me up Maybe I wasn't home Now everybody needs some time And everybody knows The rest of it's fine And everybody knows
Come on now sugar Bring it on bring it on yeah Remember me when You're good to go
Come on now honey Bring it on bring it on yeah Just remember me when We used to be friends
A long time ago We used to be friends A long time ago We used to be friends A long time ago We used to be friends Yeah Ah ah ah ah A long time ago We used to be friends But I haven't thought of you lately at all If ever again A greeting i send to you Short and sweet, to the soul I intend We used to be friends A long time ago We used to be friends A long time ago We used to be friends A long time ago We used to be friends
Some of you might recognise that as the Veronica Mars Theme Song ^^ It is.
2. I have an announcement to make. It's a serious one. Last week, Saturday, 7th July, I spent the entire day, literally the ENTIRE day with one of my guy friends, Josh, who you may know, if you're a non-Canningian, and who you never will know if you are from Canning. Now, Josh and I have a lot of fun with each other, * STOP TAKING THAT IN A DIRTY WAY PEOPLE*We hung out, he went shopping with me, I met his mom and his sister, Vivia, and they were really funny, and awesome, and we just generally hung out a lot, then he took me to this party, where Toran was, yet again, and blah blah, usual amount of drama. Then, on Sunday,....welll, i stayed overnight at Marcus's house, with another group of friends, and on Sunday, they dropped me back, but my sister and mom said they were going shopping, so I would be alone at home, so they asked Josh and Marcus and a bunch of his friends who were also tagging along if they wanted to stay with me for a bit, and hang out. So duh, YEAH. So, tiny living room, about 7 people squeezed into it, and we're all sitting and talking about stuff, and most of these people I don't know really well, they're Josh's friends, from his high school? And I'm like, yeah, haha, we're good friends, oh, this is how i met josh , blah blah, and stuff. And Marcus had to go back home because his dad needed him to help out with the boat. And then it happened. We're all sitting around,and cuz me and Josh were sitting close to each other, cuz we're so used to each other, and there's this girl, who's like, hey, you two look so cute together. and josh is like, " haha...yeah........we're ....actually what are we?" and i was like, blushing and like stuttering and I was like...erm...I don't really know...." and the thing is..... Like, Josh and I were close at some point, like, dating and stuff, and then, Marcus kinda got in the way, and we lost touch and we kinda didn't see each other much, and I said, oh, I have Exams , so we need to not be together, or you'll be too distracting Anyways, So....where was I? I forgot =_= Oh, yeah... so, that q comes up, and then he said...Oh, yeah...exams..... but you promised to be my girlfriend after it was all over....... will you be my girlfriend? And I was like ...... O_o........Erm.....ERmmmmmmERMMMM>........>.> <.< everybody ="_=" face="lucida grande" size="4">Joshua Frederic Bunfken..................*dies giggling* I'm sorry, but BUNFKEN! So, yeah...It's kinda mean to make fun of his name. But, really, gAAHHAHAH Sorry...Erm....*giggles* Yes, but I have a new bf now. And for the first few days, i was kinda really awkward around him, because it was like....err...ok....so, now we have to start acting differently, and he was a lot more open and a lot more touchy feely, and stuff, and i had myself convinced that i was in a relationship that could only have an unhappy ending. But after a bit, i got used to it, and i like him. I mean,....I didn't think we had this much in common, but we do. He listens to all the same music, and he gives me new music, and he accepts it if i like it or if i don't.
And I know, you're thinking riiiiiiiiiiigggggggghhhhhhhhttttttttttttt it's probably just a phase. And you're probably right. Ten posts down the line, i might be going, oh,...yeah....it was a bad thing to go through, and he's not worth anything, and just flaming and bitching and stuff. But for the moment....I'd like to enjoy this feeling of unquestionable romance. And I'm glad it happened to me.
Oh, yeah! MY B'DAY!!!! I just wanted to thank everyone for the b'day wishes, and the pressies and the pressies and the pressies!!! O_o I counted 32 pressies. All people outside canning though. I only got one pressie from a Canningian.... Tim, who's my friend from school. but other than that.... Josh gave me a heart-shaped necklace ( oh, how appropriate) . I'll try to post pics, but my dumb phone is simply not recognising on my com, so.... watch this space,etc, etc
Erm... oh, I'll post later, I'm just too tired. Cyaz.
xx signed off at 11:51 AM
Friday, July 13, 2007
I Should Hate You For This But Love Keeps Getting In The Way
Hey all, Nutty Net here. Once again, I've come to bore the living daylights out of all the living dead who actually muster up the energy to read the crap that i write here. Thank you, for your seemingly endless passion to bask in my glory. Salut!
Erm,well, let's start off on a good note.
Good note.
Lol. There. Started! ^_^
xx signed off at 9:29 PM
Sunday, July 8, 2007
Continued - Chronicles of my Emo Weekend
K, continued from my last post. Btw, check out my june post, My b'day wishlist ( a few of my favourite things). GET ME SOMETHING TWERPS!
So...erm... Saturday was interesting. it was actually a really awesome day . kinda made up for any little emoness the may and joy issue caused me.
Well, what happened on Saturday? Well, in the morning, my mom, sister and I headed over to IKEA and literally bought everything we saw. I mean EVERYTHING. It was awesome. We have so many little decorative things, and big decorative things, and so many ideas for so many things. it's so insane. can't wait to set up our wellard house. It's going to be so awesome. The Limetree Cottage. ^_^ I'm so excited!!!!!
Then, in the night, I went for another party. Yes. I know. Don't tell my mom. She should never know. I have very good excuses for what I get up to. I won't tell you what they are. Just believe me, she can never know I party. It's just...not allowed as such. not at the moment. Next year, yeah, but not too much now. She's scared I'll get hurt, or my drinks will get spiked, or i'll mix with the wrong crowd. V complex.
erm... Sunday : Woke up. did stuff. Then headed to Joondalup to see my cousin and her husband, and my nephew ARNAV who is soooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Love him.Love my family, etc, etc. Full of love, aren't i just? And, anyways, yeah....got back and i checked my phone, which was on silent, because Arnav doesn't like mobile phone sounds...and guess what? Text from Marcus to make sure i'm free next saturday. and i'm like, nah, got ice skating, then he's like, oh, no, you have to cancel, and i'm like O_o WHY?!?!?! And then i get on msn and i wormed out the info from him: Markymarkiss says : ...... Markymarkiss says : Ok,....GEEZ NO THREATS already!!! Throwing you a party at Mandurah, got a hall booked out and everything, this saturday. And You Have To come (8) Just you and me, that's what it was supposed to be (8)<3little> WHAT?!?!?!? You're KIDDING ME?!?!?!?!? OMG OMG OMG (8) Just you and me, that's what it was supposed to be (8)<3little> oh wow...oh wow...........omg, MARCUS i love you!!! oh, but..i totally have to cancel and tell the others....gaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
so, yeah. They're throwing me a big big bash in Mandurah on my b'day and so i can't go iceskating, because of my other friends. I know, it's bad, cancelling like this, but, meh. Anyways. . >.< color="#ff0000" size="5"> HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE! Mwahz, Netty.
So, Erm. K. Wow, do i start all my posts like this? Lol. Haha, how unimaginative. Well, erm, right, totes went on a tangent. What was I going to say again ? Oh yeah, last time i posted it was the day before my Chemistry Semester 1 exam. I know, " WHAT? You were blogging during your EXAMS?! You have tons of focus, young lady". I know I do, shut up. ^_^ Haha, erm, j/k. I kinda had to blog.... I totes couldn't concentrate hard enough to study. It was like...Brain Shutting Off. Not that studying extra would have helped me do better in Chem. I highly doubt that. Not that I did bad. But I know that there was a bit of me that kinda was like >~< Could have gone better. But oh, well, that's behind me. The exams are sooo outta my mind right now.
Totes had an awesome post-exam few days recently. As most of you probs know, exams for me and almost everyone finished off on Thursday, July 5th. And after the Physics exam ( last exam of the semester WOOT) , me and a few of my friends from Canning ( one of whom was my transport system for that day, and he's apreciated very much for that, ty, gumby ) went over to Curtin Tav . No, I didn't drink, I'm not 18 yet, and even then, I kinda don't think I ever will. I have an aversion to alcohol and i've seen its effects on people I care about, so I don't think I'd care to go down the same road. That doesn't mean I think other people shouldn't indulge in the odd drink or two. Just...in moderation. Do whatever you want, just in moderation, dolls. So, yeah. We were in the Tav. didn't know there was a pool table there, but it makes sense, considering it's a tav. So, yeah, the guys were playing pool, and at some point, i was made to join in, because I wanted to be part of the group and didn't want them to consider me as antisocial. Because really, I do tend to get a bit antisocial. I discriminate against people a lot. Like.. I only hang out with people who meet my standards. That's bad. That's really bad. I know that. But w/e. Moving on So, yeah. My friend, Tim (who i mentioned a while ago i think, dunno) helped teach me how to play. Kudos to Greg ( another friend, one who tried to teach me iceskating three months ago ) who also tried to teach me how to TRAIN MY EYE ON THE CUE. Which i could not do. So now, I'm going to go into a spiel about pool.
So, here's Tim, right, and he's saying, K, you need to look down the line of the cue and to the ball, and line it up, and make sure it hits the middle of the ball, and you need to plan how you want it to bounce off stuff and all that, and I'm like, yeah, k, sounds easy enough. NOT!!!! It went practically nowhere, and hit practically nothing. Awful. AWFUL. And then, it's like...You need to make sure the stick is stable, not wobbly, does that feel wobbly to you? WHAT IN THE WORLD?!?! I don't know?!? It's a STICK! IT'S A STICK! Lol. Haha. Nah, I'm not ranting against him or anything, I'm dissing myself for not being good at things that almost everyone else in the world is good at. Like pool. And like life. Sigh. So, continuing. After the pool, we went to yet another friend Billy's house and just sat and talked for a bit, and planned to go watch Transformers ( which , btw, is a must watch ) at Carousel ( which is this shopping centre out here in Perth ). So, that was at 7.30. My friend Tim paid for PETROL for my other friend ADAM to pick me up. I mean, how adorably sweet is that? I love Australians. They're just so.... generous, and so friendly, and so mi casa et su casa, ya know? I totes think Tim and Adam rock atm, so let me have my moment. They're really good guys, and GIRLS they're SINGLE!
Problem is, most of the girls I know are 18 and under, so guys...sorry... *_* Anywho, that was the plug.
Went to see Transformers after that! Did i mention I told my friend, Tim ( mentioned about two paragraphs and eight side-tracks later) paid for my ticket? I mean PAID IN FULL so i could watch Transformers, cuz I'm pretty broke atm, till my mom decides to let me go nutty shopping. Cuz i already get all i want, so my parents kinda don't need to give me money. Lol ^^
But TIMMY! Erm, k...so, Transformers was awesome....cue theme song * Transformers...Robots in Disguise....Transformers...more than meets the eyeeeeeeeeeeeee* K. Geek moment # 4959. ok, i lie, it's 4960...geez....did the aliens forget to remove their probe? Fav. Autobot : Bumblebee....the Camaro was AWESOME. I MEAN AWWWWWEEEEEEESSSSSSOOOOOMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. It looked just like Marcus's erm...Mazda ....x something or the other. AWEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... so yeah.
Fav. Decepticon : Megatron. DUH! I mean, come on...evil baddy. Totes huge. Totes powerful...CHEAH....
I totes liked Ironhide too....fav line : " You appear to have a rodent infestation...should I terminate it? " and " I don't like the parents....shall I terminate them?....What?....It was just a thought....." HAAHHAHAHAHA LMAO
Erm. What else, what else. Oh, yes, then after the movie we went back to Billy's place, and blah blah. Missed the party. Trisha , o'course, was totes pissed. She was like, omg, was my party not good enough? Am i not good enough? And i was like O_o TRISHA! I was occupied! GEEEEEEZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!! And Toran, o'course, apparently, did not dance with any girl that night, and kept to himself, and he left me like 5 missed calls ( which is a big thing, for a guy who apparently, doesn't call girls at all, because he knows they'll call him first). So, ok, i didn't call him back, at all. Why should I? Some random wants to talk to me, then get on msn, mister. That's how I communicate. So, anywho, where was I? Oh, yes, so...Toran.....right.... K, tell you about him later. Friday - Did stuff in the morning with the gang ( Marcus, Josh, Carrie, Jesse, Dame, Leish, Joanie, and the usual suspects). And , here's the part that's got me a bit iffy, just a bit. I was supposed to have like, 4 friends over for this little dinner. 4 people I know from Canning. And it was supposed to be quiet, a no biggie, just good Indian food, just so they could be curry-fied. I think I put this in an earlier post, my plan , blah blah.
Anyways, as is everything in my life, nothing went as planned.
I was gonna go join two of my friends, namely May and Joy, in the city. We were planning to meet earlier, but I had the gang thing, so lol, i said I'll meet you up later. And i did. Then at 3.45 they're like, K, gonna go watch a movie, transformers, and I'm like...seen it yesterday O_o don't wanna see it again. but anyways, bought another 9 dollar ticket. so w/e,. My mom gave me instructions --> Net, get them here by 6.00 p.m. sharp, i want your help to heat up food and stuff. So i said, K. Cuz she let me stay out late on Thursday. BIG THING FOR MOM LETTING ME STAY OUT LATE! Props mom, i love you for trusting me, i really really do. Anywho. so. I check my watch in the middle of the movie, and it's like, 5.30 and i'm like, shit, joy, may, we've gotta go. my mom wants me blah blah blah. And then like, we keep texting each other in the theatre, and i'm like, k, i think we should go now, and my friend is like, erm, after the movie, k? and i'm like, the movie finishes in an hour! It's totes long! we'll be home at 8 then! and dinner's served at 7! and then my friend's like, errr...ask the other one, i'll do whatever she does. and my other friend is like...erm.....i wanna watch the movie....do we really have to go early? and I'm like O_o....and then i decided, pointless just sitting here, and i told them, oh, no, it's totes ok, i'll just go, we can have this dinner some other time, it'll just be adam and tim, it's ok. don't worry. you can cancel, i have to go now, my mom wants me back. and i got up from the theatre and went. I got up. And went. Without Them.
And it occured to me. People disappoint you. People bring drama, people complicate things, people let you down, they bring you up. But I'm sorta tired of being let down. Oh god. How dramatic. I'm sorry, I like Joy and May, I do. A lot. It's just..they did something I didn't expect and I feel a bit off. That's all. Anyways..........so, yeah, caught the bus.......ALONE. I tried not to show my mom i was upset, but she was like, did you fight with them or something? and i was like, nah....nothing, they just couldn't make it, and stuff...and tried to shirk it off. But my mom knows me better. And my sister too. They were like....it's ok. and blah blah.
Anyways....got back home. Adam and Tim came over. Adam totally chipped his car on the wall in our driveway ( Dame, you know , the one Peter almost whacked?) and so, yeah. A bit of his bumper went off, and I was standing there thinking, crap....this is like, sealed confirmation that today is a bad day. I was expecting Adam to be completely pissed off with me and to want to scream and yell at me, but shockingly enough, he was more concerned about the wall than his car O_o weirdness. Some people just....defy your expectations. I'm starting to wonder if maybe I put my friends in the wrong molds. Like....Adam and Tim, i expected them to be crass, and rude, and guy-like, and totally inconsiderate and manner-less and impolite. But they're anything but....in fact, take every word and flip it around, and you get them. Though I may rant and get pissed off at both of them, and generally act like I hate their guts, i really do appreciate their friendship, and they mean a lot to me, they're really good friends, and i wouldn't want it any other way. I enjoy their company, and I liked having them over that night, we had a relatively nice time, just scoffing a bit of mom's food and talking. They're nice to talk to. Very simple . Lots of lewd jokes, and anatomical references * giggles* but other than that, enjoyable.
Erm, I'm gonna put up another post. This one is way too long
Omg, I love Exams! They totally force me to get distracted and stick around the computer trying valiantly to study, but I just end up going.,....I WONDER WHAT THE HECK CHICKENS TASTE LIKE?!?! Omg...I'm not vegetarian. Why the hell did I just ask that q? ? O_o K, totes losing it. hahahaahhahahahhaha Omg, I think I'm hyper cuz i had a mundo awesome convo with my friend Megan from Van City, Canada, and we're totally like crazy hyper random with each other and so full of bullshit, and we <3 ronaldoattack.com, which was an uber awesome site till noobs took over. anywho...Yeah! AWESOMENESS!!! HOMOGAY! hahahhaha im steelin sum ur foodz, k thx bai Inside joke, babez, don't spaz. I'll tell ya all about some day. Omg...Why not nOW?! hahahahhahahahah >.> Erm, me and Megan used to talk a lot on ronattack, this forum dedicated to Cristiano Ronaldo who I <3 id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5082532357670263090" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjeEUFEPkf0uIjPIPgbrXNX0d5ZwttnpdA6ktVbSXJBYxJqcpP0XjepzA3oEWtM-QMCC0cf_bmA1vslpkFqR-RWeMpIYeO7oypGUfA6IuoRTAMd0MZXkAuhGlY-d34-qcetMzVvIP2t6NM/s320/lookinhot.jpg" border="0"> and we started msning and we had this other friend vero and this other girl from manchester ( O_o AWESOMENESS ) called Louise, and then this other girl from Canada who's of portuguese origin, Micca! ^_^ love yaz all. Anywho, yeah, so we used to totally spam the forum with our Ronnie love, and we ended up becoming like...the Cunning Cuatro...So awesome. that's where i got my nick, nutty net! Yeahz, i knoes. Awesomeliness of myself ehehhehehe Cue little icon thingy again. Erm.....oh, yeahs, so one day we were spamming each other on msn and like she sent me this pic, where it's like a bunny stealing a cookie and we were like O_o HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA . totes posting it here. It's hillz! So yeahz. K thx bai. Being uber random today. Love yaz all. B'day coming up. Spoil me rotten babes. And oh, coooooolll flash texty!
Oh yeahz, and people have comm'd that I have super awesome msn Display pics. Frickin' idiots, just Yahoo! Emo icons or some shit like that and you'll have a tonful like me. I prowl GJ and LJ and come up with this. Total credit to all the people who made these icons. You've totally got me glued. Love yaz!
Oh, and for my friend, I shall add some of my fav house icons. LEEENIIIEEEEEE Bunny <3s>
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If you want more icons, then this is a teaser, I've got tons and tons. Just comm.
Love yaz.
Mwahz, xx Net
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Sunday, July 1, 2007
Because I'm Bored
*yawns* Ok, so.... erm... life...... is.....pretty gosh darn interesting, If I could just have the energy to type it all out.
Marcus called me today in the morning and the first thing he said is, " I Love You ". Yes. Why? Why? Why? What the hell is wrong with guys and those three words? Why is it soooo goddamn easy to say I love you for them? Gaah. Ok. I've talked about this before. So, no more ranting. Marcus. Me no Likey you So Much No More.
Erm.... What else, what else, My head is full of physics and bio and chem. Oh, yeah, my friend Tim has a new MySpace : www.myspace.com/timeehhh Gosh that was hard to spell! ^_^ Tim's a really cool guy. He's v hyper and funny, and random. And he keeps thinking he's bugging me when I really don't mind. I'm getting used to having my daily dose of Vitamin Tim. <3 T.C.
Oh, add him if you have myspace! He's really awesome. You HAVE to get to know him, even if it's just to have another friend. I MEAN IT EVERYONE! ADD TIMTAM! ^_^ K. I'll repost later. I really really really want stuff for my B'day!!! Buy me things, pleasE?!?!?!
Check out my June post. It's got my b'day wishlist.