Dum Dee Dum... I'm Nutty Net and I often go nuts :P I have way more fun than the average human should, and I'm blessed with a beautiful family and so many lovely opportunities :) And this is where I come to settle all those crazy floating thought butterflies in my head :)
Nobody notices my tears, Nobody sees how you've cut me so deep. Nobody sees the lies behind my fears, They tell me stop your foolishness, Why do you cry for a man that once was, When all he's done is hurt you bad, Is it because I've gone completely mad.
Is it because I feel like without him I'm waking up asleep Is it because without his voice , this heart will cease to beat Is it because that I can live with his lies, As long as he lives with me.
Sometimes I walk alone on the street, Remembering how his hand used to guide me, Lead me away from the dark, Sitting by lakes in a park. And then he did what he did I guess he had to do what he had to do But it makes me mad to have loved him completely, But then again, I'd be lying if I said I didn't love you
Is it because when you looked at me and told me you were confused That my heart shattered into pieces, because you let my trust fall through Is it because your eyes so well disguised all your gut-wrenching lies Is it because no matter what you say, I can't leave your
Body, Can't leave your Soul I can't forget the promises I can't even listen to rock and roll I can't stop looking at those messages I can't stop wondering why I can't stop thinking about missed chances I can't even stop to cry I can't remember what we once were Because I can't stop forgetting who we are I can't imagine you without thinking of her I can't erase the scar
I wish I could forget Erase these memories Go back to what we once were, Before your loyalty left me I wish I could slap you, Turn you back into my prince, I wish you could write me letters, But you haven't held me since.
And I'm sleeping under the covers, Hugging my pillow, I'm sleeping on your shoulder Wishing you didn't let go I'm sleeping in your empty space, Still smelling your scent, I'm wishing I hadn't said, All those things that I meant And I'm wishing that you could keep, My heart in a safer place, But I'm so tired of waking up asleep, I'm so tired of your smiling face.