Dum Dee Dum... I'm Nutty Net and I often go nuts :P I have way more fun than the average human should, and I'm blessed with a beautiful family and so many lovely opportunities :) And this is where I come to settle all those crazy floating thought butterflies in my head :)
Have you ever woken up sometimes and just thought, goddamnit, life just isn't that bad, is it? And then you get dressed, have a bath, walk out and it rains down upon you like God is just about as emo as he's gonna get. And you stand there thinking, it's ok, i have an umbrella Then you step in a puddle then you get all soggy then you smell like wet dog then you're on a train and it smells like a giant fart then you get off the train and now you smell like a wet dog who just farted then you get onto a bus and you now look like a wet dog who just farted who is also sitting close to someone else who smels like a wet dog who just farted then you go to uni and sit in a whole lecture theatre of boys and someone just farted and you go home. Well, THAT'S MY LIFE :P Oh, and so is poetry so here goes! :)
Wishing On You -Me
So here it goes, The story as it's written, as it's told No torn up pages, no ink that's gotten too old, Just simple letters, in the smallest picture that I can paint, Of how you were mine, and now you ain't. And of all the laughs, and all the tears we cried, And how beautiful we really looked that night, And how something slowly was dying inside, And how every night I'm wishing for your hand in mine
I'm wishing on a rainbow Wishing on a star, Somewhere out there, That's where you are, Your eyes, your smile, your perfect way of making me feel like it's all okay It just can't all be true, so I'm wishing on you, for you.
So I'm standing here, Hoping that somewhere out there you left a clue, Of what I'm meant to do in my life without you, No one left here in this desert to understand, How it feels to not hold your hand. To not know that you're walking back down the street, Arms open wide, waiting to hug me, Wiping away tears and piecing together all my dreams, Why does God take away everything, And leave me here with nothing, but memories of you, and me
Wishing on a rainbow, Wishing on a star, I don't know where you went, boy, but I know it's too far, I just wanna hear your voice, feel your fingers on my face, I wish to hell I'd get out of this place, But I'm just so tired of running, Why can't I stop wishing on you, For You.
All I remember now is you standing here, Just this spot, right here, next to this tree, I remember you living life without a fear, And then the headlights spinning and I wasn't near, I remember the way you looked into my eyes, The way you held my hand and whispered goodbye The way you made it seem like you were free, But how could you, How could you, Leave me wishing on you, wishing on me.
