Dum Dee Dum... I'm Nutty Net and I often go nuts :P I have way more fun than the average human should, and I'm blessed with a beautiful family and so many lovely opportunities :) And this is where I come to settle all those crazy floating thought butterflies in my head :)
Today I spoke, I said, I whispered, I made a sound, That got drowned in the wind. Today I laughed, I cried, I slept here, I tried to scream, But all I could hear was my heartbeat within.
I want to wake up and understand, I want to wake up and touch Your hand. I want to wake up and feel the pain, I want to cry, I want to cry, In your arms again.
I heard you say, You don't know me anymore, I heard you wish, You could touch my core, I heard you laughing, While you were on the phone, I heard you whispering, You just left me alone.
I heard your apathy, I heard your sad smile, I heard you laugh at me, I heard it all the while, I cried on my shoulder, Because you wouldn't offer me yours, I knew it was over, You knew by my scars......
I want to wake up and understand, I want to wake up and touch Your hand. I want to wake up and feel the pain, I want to cry, I want to cry, In your arms again.
You got up from the bed, I got up from the floor, You kissed my hair, I ran to the front door, Nobody saw us, standing there in pain, Not that their words would helped, their words in vain, I, I , I know, I know now, That you, you , you know, that this isn't going to work out, But how, how , how , how, Do I make you stop leaving me, How do I make you stop hating me, How do I make you start loving , needing, wanting, breathing, feeling, seeing,
I want to wake up and understand, I want to wake up and touch Your hand. I want to wake up and feel the pain, I want to cry, I want to cry, In your arms again. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
