Dum Dee Dum... I'm Nutty Net and I often go nuts :P I have way more fun than the average human should, and I'm blessed with a beautiful family and so many lovely opportunities :) And this is where I come to settle all those crazy floating thought butterflies in my head :)
Ok, so, someone said we should all put up a post about what we want in a guy and then compile, so here's mine : 1. Funny . And I don't want a guy who cracks jokes and expects that to count. I want someone who's sarcastic but not put-down-esque. Someone who's witty, there! 2. Intelligent ( obviously. I don't want to date a do-do. I've dated dodos. They're dodos. No further comment. *hugs Marcus* Kidding! *hugs Shawn* I haven't heard from you in ages, but you were the smartest smarty-pants bf ever!) 3. Caring ( I like a guy who thinks about me occasionally while he's taking a break from thinking about sex. Oh, wait, such a guy does not exist) 4. Cute ( Or goodlooking. Or hot. Whichever. Someone who I can flaunt in front of my friends. Lmao. J/k. Hot people i've dated : Marcus, Peter, Josh, Shawn, Steven, Geoff, Damien, Herbie, Lollipop dude, Brendan ( sorry, late mention !) and erm, Neil. Oh, and Chris. And Eric. And Brad. And Zach ( HOTTTEIIIEEEEIEIEIIEIEIEIE) And of course, last and best, Ben. *sighs* I miss Ben. I wish I hadn't broken up with him. I feel kinda stupid for having totally axed him like that. And he still writes to me, and he still cares about me. Hmm... *thinks* YOO HOO! BEN! Lol. Green eyes, hazel hair, tall, dark, goodlooking, yum. J/k.) 5. Tall ( I know, when you're my height, everyone's tall, go figure. I want someone tall. Tall kids?) 6. Romantic ( I don't mean all Oh, let me buy you this, let's do that, that's a bit obsessive, and frankly, ben was like that. he was all over me, and i don't want that. at the same time, i don't want what Steven and I had where I was too busy to be with him and him too busy to be with me. Like, there was this i love you, but I can't be with you , NOT BECAUSE OF PARENTS (though kinda, yeah) but because, you and I were too popular. I want someone in the middle. Josh is someone in the middle. He gives me my space and I give him his. And we meet halfway. He gets me things and he helps me and stuff. V nice) 7. Helpful ( I mean, pick me up from school. Help with my homework. Oh, wait, I'm smarter than most people ,so, Err...) 8. Nutty about music ( You have to listen to the same music as me or else we'd totally lack conversation topics unless you're that entertaining. ) 9. A cuddler ( I like hugging people, I like holding hands, I like being around someone, a cuddler, someone who'll randomly walk up to me and give me a hug) 10. Someone who asks me how are you doing?. Just once. Just ask me if i'm ok. It means a lot to me that you wanna know how I'm going. 11. A listener. I want someone like this blog, who i can let all my feelings out to without fearing that he's going to go, whoa, this girl is psycho. 12. I want a non-psycho person. 13. He should be nutty, like me. 14. Borderline random. 15. Someone i can talk to. I like talking, if you haven't noticed. But... haha, how much can you talk before people decide to chop your head off. 16. Someone who appreciates that I am me. And I don't want to change me. I'm happy being me. I'm hyper and I never shut up and I love music and I don't like losing and I love studies, and I always want to be the best, and I'm stubborn. Deal with it. 17. Someone to protect me. I mean, someone to fight back when someone picks on me. Someone to say, hey, don't do that, that's pissing her off. Someone who cares if i get hurt and wants to make it right again. 18. Someone I can be all of the above for as well. I believe in give and take.
I don't plan to be the girlfriend who wants everything and gives nothing. If you love me, I'll love you back, I'll love you amazingly. But, I've always been a crappy girlfriend because I'm scared if i show that i care about him, i'll scare him away. That might be why i break up with my boyfriends just when we're getting serious. Dear dear. Someone tell me it's ok to love someone. ^_^
