Dum Dee Dum... I'm Nutty Net and I often go nuts :P I have way more fun than the average human should, and I'm blessed with a beautiful family and so many lovely opportunities :) And this is where I come to settle all those crazy floating thought butterflies in my head :)
Everything I want you to be, I've left inside this note for you to see, Everytime I look at you, I feel like I've lost the truth.
And the stone is shattering, The cold is numbing, I'm falling through the cracks. My heart is wondering, I am shuddering, Who am I?
Why does it have to hurt to, Why does it have to hurt you, Nothing you say can make me, Love you the way you love me.
Take your hands off me, I'm not your property, I don't need to say sorry, You should be apologising to me. Every word that I say, You take away, Make me wish that I was blind. Every word that you don't mean, I feel unclean, How do you live inside?
No one loves a loser, so you lose me, No one want to hurt this badly, You could never own me, my heart beats differently, Now you only own my shell, go to hell.
Love is just hormones in us, Everything is just a fuss, It's nothing really worth this pain, So why am I crying again?
Don't you understand, I cannot cry anymore, Don't you hold my hand, I don't want to see you, go home
Nothing is okay, Nothing is the same, You think you can slap me, Well, if it makes you happy.
Why do you want me? What makes you want me? Did you do this to taunt me? Is this why you haunt me?
Does hurting me hurt you? Does it leave you lying confused? You're reaching out for me, You're not what you used to be.
You leave me out here, Watching me disappear, I'm standing here, knowing, That your grief is growing, Why don't you leave me, Why don't you let me be, Maybe you counted me out, Of your famous little scheme, Maybe you know what this is about, Go hide behind your dream.
I think I thought I knew you, But now I know the truth, You're not all you made yourself out to be, You're always there, just not with me. _____-------------------________________----------------------
L.O.V.E - Me
I'm sitting here in the dark, Watching all the lights switch off, No one understands the truth, That I was really in love with you. No one picked up your phone today. No one looked for you to say, I'm not happy without you, I'm not living without you.
All the windows are closing, The blinds are pulling in, No one knows I'm standing, Waiting for you to come home
What happened when I, Close my eyes, Trie to picture you standing there. I want to hold you, But I can't feel you, Because I don't think I can or that you care.
No one knows this, But I'm in love with you, No one knows this, And I don't know what to do.
Somehow, you knew I would make a fool of myself, Somehow, did you know I was loving you and no one else, When do, I get up and tell you I'm hurting, When do, I say, " I can't live alone again."
So, I'm ranting and rambling, Tossing and turning, Can't see myself rhyming, Because I'm totally confused, With you
My friends tell me, I'm a little bit crazy, I like the guy who's totally geeky, This coming from the girl who likes cheeky,
Like a forbidden fruit I'm not supposed to eat, Like a ten dollar I picked up, That I'm not supposed to keep.
You're that strange, strange person, That I'm not supposed to see, You're everything I know, You're my one and only L. O. V. E.
Haha. Don't worry. Nothing inspired me to write these totally emo poems. I was just being random and drawing from all the movies i've seen. I've never been in love. ^_^ Don't really care. I'm happy at this point, being boyfriend-less. Cheers, Net.
