Dum Dee Dum... I'm Nutty Net and I often go nuts :P I have way more fun than the average human should, and I'm blessed with a beautiful family and so many lovely opportunities :) And this is where I come to settle all those crazy floating thought butterflies in my head :)
OK, so of recent, my posts have been next to crap so i decided that maybe I should start writing properly again. So here goes. Erm, firstly: What I Did this Weekend ---> On Friday, I was supposed to go for Spiderman 3 ( which is reputedly awesomeness in itself) with a bunch of my friends from Canning ( Adam, Tim (the gay couple, Lmao, j/k ^_^), Greg, Casey, etc.) but I couldn't, because... Well, most of you know why, but for those of you in the dark, here's why: I went for a date with the guy on my bus who looks a lot like Brendan who looks a lot like Hayden Christensen. His name is Jamie. He's irish. He's tall. He's whatever. I thought his geekiness was cute, and that he was all innocent, but i was wrong, and it serves me right for trusting people i haven't met before. Anyways, we went to Hungry Jack's ( I know, how absolutely unromantic) and we went up to the counter to order food and he started getting mad at the dude at the counter because it was taking a while to get the order ready, but the place was so BUSY! What did Jamie expect? Anywho, i thought, ok, maybe he's tired and stressed, so he's venting on the poor counter guy. Strike one. Strike two, we sit down and get to talking and i think, ok, so this guy's not bad, and I love Hungry Jack's flame grilled chicken burger, so maybe this isn't so bad after all. WRONG! 20 minutes into this really nice conversation, he makes this remark like, " I like your skirt" and I'm like, Err..thanks. and then he's like, you've got to forgive me but i'm imagining you with it off and I was like, " Ew. Perv" and he was like, " I bet you'd look awesome without clothes on." and I was like, " Yeah, sorry, I have to go, PERVERT!" and I like got up and went out of hungry's before he could even reply, and like it was a sign from God,the bus arrived at the bus stop exactly when i got there! HAHAHAHAHHAHA YES! I was so totally happy that he didn't come following me. I think he was too shocked to actually be able to do anything. So anyways, that was FRIDAY! ----> Saturday , I went with a couple of my mates down to the beach, hung out, then got back and tried to cram for App Maths ( which btw, is uncrammable for, the EPW i mean. Just go with the flow) and then I'm sitting at home, and I find this site where you can download all this music online and I download all the top hits and stuff, and while i'm doing that, I get this pm from a guy who i knew from this forum, Amaranthia, which is a gaming forum ( Awesome forum when i was there 2 years ago. still in touch with loads of people from there) and i'd never spoken to him at all until like 3 days ago, and that was just like, " Hi, are you erm, Zeus" and he's like, " Yeah. Pookie right? " and I'm like yeah, and we just started talking, but because his timing's all whoa, we didn't talk much. So i was like whatever, i've got loads of friends who don't have time to talk to me and me to talk to them, so... nyeh, i didn't care much about this dude. Just some random person i said hi to right? Wrong. So, I'm sitting at my comp on Sat, and he pm's me, and we have this really sorta sarcastic way of talking to each other which is fun and cool and random all at the same time, and we talk from like, 11 in the morning till about 10 in the night ( I KNOW!) and at around 9, we start having this really intimate sorta convo, and then, i realise, hey, maybe he likes me just a bit? At this point, I don't really care. If he likes me, then whatever. And if he doesn't, then...whatever ^_^ He's like, from America and he's a marine, fyi. I know... A MARINE! Scary. Reminds me of Steven, who btw, is gonna sign up for the RAAF. I KNOW I KNOW STEVEN?!?! ---> Sunday Sorta the same as Saturday, only slower. Mom's getting mad that i download so much music. Right. Went for a party in the night. With an App Maths EPW the next day. I'm so gonna get into trouble *smirks* ----> Monday Had the App Maths EPW Jamie was on my bus again and he was gonna sit next to me but i gave him such a look that he totally went and sat on the other side of the bus, but still really close to me. And I usually sit on the bus and just stare out into oblivion with my iPod blaring thinking about things, and this guy starts poking me with the world's longest ruler! Weirdo. I looked at him and went, WHAT?!? I totally snapped at him. I was pissed. Like majorly pissed. The perv totally predates then want's his prey to say yo? F Off. Talked to this guy from America again and he's all, hmm. Kinda scares me that I talk to people I don't really know. ----> Tuesday Well, yesterday was tuesday. I've added Tim to my msn and Frankie ( Hon'ble mentions) so hehe. Lots of people are asking for my msn lately. Weird. Erm, saw 50 to 1 Greatest One Liners. hilarious. Show me the money! You can't Handle the Truth! Frankly, my dear, I don't Give a Damn. Greed, for lack of a better word,is good. Greed is right. What we have here is a failure to communicate. Go ahead, make my day. Do I think I'm lucky? Well, do ya, punk? Smokin'! etc, etc. Haha, total memory breakdown for 5 minutes just there ^_^ ----> Wednesday, which is today. Planning to go for Spidey 3. I know, always planning , never doing. Can't help it! Marcus is just so .... tunnel-vision-ed. He called me up before school and went, movie not today, tomorrow. So i was like, yeah. K. Then josh called me up movie today, not tomorrow. and i'm like, yeah, K. and then Peter and jordan and lisa and ally and mr. mormon call me up and it keeps switiching and finally i'm like, PEOPLE! STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have too many friends, lmao. My friends think i have too many guy friends. My guy friends think I get too much stuff from my other guy friends. Totally sorted out the necklace thing with Marcus, btw. He's been going through this OMG MY EX GIRLFRIEND IS DATING OTHER PEOPLE phase, but he's learning to handle it. I tell him, I'll always have a special place for him in my heart ( yeah right ) and he's like, Ok. I'll try. He still loves me apparently. Why is it so easy for a guy to say the words I Love You. Is it like, I like Chicken? I mean, ...ok, this is what i'd like everyone to read, these lyrics, it's Dean Geyer's If You Don't Mean It. It's totally what I feel. If you don't love me, don't say you do. you might THINK you do, but you don't. It's just hormones. If you kiss me, doesn't mean I've kissed you. If you hug me, doesn't mean I've hugged you.
Dean Geyer - If You Don't Mean It -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I don't know How to feel Let the words Come easily to me You seem lost In your thoughts And I find it hard to breathe Why won't you tell me what it is? It's driving me crazy trying to second guess you
Don't say you love me, I don't believe it! Don't say the words, If you don't mean it. Don't want to hear it Out in the open Keep it inside If you don't mean it
Don't even want to talk about it I know that I can live without it
If it's right If it's wrong Would someone let me know? It's the game I can't play Do I just let you go? Maybe it's just the way it is I get the feeling that you know it's over
Don't say you love me, I don't believe it! Don't say the words, If you don't mean it. Don't want to hear it Out in the open Keep it inside If you don't mean it
Don't even want to talk about it I just don't want to talk about it I just don't want to talk about it God knows I could live without it
Don't say you love me, I don't believe it! Don't say the words, If you don't mean it. Don't want to hear it Out in the open Keep it inside If you don't mean it ..................................................................... Awesome song, you should hear it. It's beautiful. I'm totally loopy over it. The guy's the third runner up to Aussie Idol 6 btw.
Erm. Someone asked me what I want in a guy. So i'll put that up as my next post.
Here's another song that is totally resonating through me and driving me nuts:
Artist: The Fray Album: How To Save A Life Year: 2005 Title: All At Once
There are certain people you just keep coming back to She is right in front of you You begin to wonder could you find a better one Compared to her now she's in question
And all at once the crowd begins to sing Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Maybe you want her maybe you need her Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Looking for the right one you line up the world to find Where no questions cross your mind But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt Much longer for you to sort it out
And all at once the crowd begins to sing Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Maybe you want her maybe you need her Maybe you started to compare to someone not there Maybe you want it maybe you need it, Maybe it's all you're running from, Perfection will not come
And all at once the crowd begins to sing Sometimes We'd never know what's wrong without the pain Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Maybe you want her maybe you need her Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there Maybe you want it maybe you need it Maybe it's all you're running from Perfection will not come
Maybe you want her maybe you need her Maybe you had her maybe you lost her to another To another ----------------------------------------------------------------
