Dum Dee Dum... I'm Nutty Net and I often go nuts :P I have way more fun than the average human should, and I'm blessed with a beautiful family and so many lovely opportunities :) And this is where I come to settle all those crazy floating thought butterflies in my head :)
Does it matter now, That the things you've done and said are what's led us to this, This moment where all I want to do is say goodbye, Give you one last chance to show you love me, and this kiss, You know you can't hold me down, I can't take the physical blackmail, The chains you've tied to me, I've tried to stop the pain, But my heart's a part of your anatomy.
Stop this, Now, this pain, this hurt, again and again, Stop the fighting and the screaming, The hurting and my hoping, That you'll be the man you once were, Because now there's no forever.
Don't tell me that I'm overreacting, If there was ever one occasion for me to feel this way, Then this would be that one thing, That makes me want to throw all the pictures in the bin, I'm sorry, love, but you have no idea what state I'm in, You say, put the past behind us, Let's keep this thing we've got going strong, But, baby, I hate to throw you under the bus, But this was just a lie that keeps going on.
But now, It's time, Time to put a stop to this pain. Stop to this hurt. Stop to the nights lying under the sheets trying to wipe away my tears. Time to stop wanting, Wanting you to call without waiting, Waiting for you to love me like I've been needing, And needing till I can't feel anything at all anymore. There's nothing left here for you to stay for.
Nothing in this empty space I used to call my heart, Nothing left here for you to say you an claim a part , of And every time you say my name, It makes me scream inside, Because hearing it just makes me so ashamed, To think that I ever let you into my life, To think that there was a moment I wanted to be your wife.
No, no, no, make it stop. Stop this, Now, this pain, this hurt, again and again, Stop the fighting and the screaming, The hurting and my hoping, That you'll be the man you once were, Because now there's no forever.
