Dum Dee Dum... I'm Nutty Net and I often go nuts :P I have way more fun than the average human should, and I'm blessed with a beautiful family and so many lovely opportunities :) And this is where I come to settle all those crazy floating thought butterflies in my head :)
I'd really like to write this down, Quickly, softly, make no sound. Hope that you at least take a minute, To realise the amount of pain I've put in it. These letters, characters, jumping out of the page, Don't know if you can truly read the rage, But I swear right now I'm slapping you senseless, Leaving you defenseless, With every word, and every last note I play.
Maybe it's because you laughed , because you cried, But the one thing you didn't do was try, Maybe it's because you said you'd always hold me through the hardest nights, Maybe I ,should have told you, But nothing inside me could bring me to know you, To know you were going to hurt me so bright with your Blinding lights.
Every step I take now, Bringing me closer to your front door, Can you hear the tune inside my head, My heart is bursting so hard I feel so sore. And nothing I do right now, Is going to make this any better, I just wish you'd goddamned died before you did it, I wouldn't be writing this letter, about her.
But I think Maybe it's the way you said my name, Calling me on the phone and never treating her the same, Always listening to my stupid dreams, I never realised how quick it all seemed, Maybe I should have cut open all those heart-shaped boxes, Found all your letters to her Maybe that lie was just a little better Just a little better.
I'm standing here, In the rain, Just on my lip, The polish on my fingernails, My sanity's starting to slip. Clutching the dripping sheet of paper, All it says is " Thanks, I'll see ya later, I hope you do so well, with her hand in yours, I hope you do so well, that the rain starts to pour, I hope she screams in your ears, Screams in your face, Makes you wish you hadn't given up the chase, But you'll never have me now, Never have me now, Never have me now..... It's too late"
