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Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Re-Offender

First, an emo poem that's been in my head and something my

boyfriend did today just sort of pushed me to want to type it.
This may or may not be referring to him. I'm not in the mood right now to say it doesn't .
I love him, but I just don't like him right now lol. I hope he doesn't hate me for saying this. It's not him. It's just.... the mood.
The mood
Mooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

Ok, I'm happy now, lol
^_^
Love you tim.

Now, poem.
Right.
Btw, this song is influenced by Re-Offender by Travis which i have been listening to obsessively, and all of you who call yourselves my friends know how intensely i get influenced by music when i'm writing poetry, so ...^_^

That Boy - Me

My mama told me don't you put your hopes in one boy,
Don't let him crush you, play you around,
Treat you just like a toy
I told her , mama, this boy, he ain't like all the other guys in town.

And he ain't gonna make me hurt, not the way you think he will,
I don't think he'll ever break me or make me cry,
And ten years from now, he'll be holding my hand still.
And then she turned to me, she stared me dead in the eyes,

She said honey, this is what they all do, this is what they all say,
Then one day you're gonna come running home sorry,
Say why does it have to hurt, why do I have to feel so lonely,
And that's when I told her I was going away,

Because that's just what I had to do,
There's just something I had to prove,
And I know you could hate me forever,
But Mama, I just want you to know.......... I Love You

So, being me, I acted like myself would act,
I did what she told me not to do,
I grabbed his hand and held on to him like a thumbtack,
And he let him fool me with his " I Love You"

I looked in his eyes and thought I saw the truth,
Thought he wouldn't lie,
No, that's something he'd never do,
And every time that he made me cry,
They were tears of joy, because he said " I Love You "

There was a piece of me that kept wondering why,
I was having all these silly doubts inside of my head,
Couldn't understand why we couldn't try,
To fix the little things hidden under the pillow on your bed.

And then I started seeing something else,
Started seeing your reflection going blurry and cold,
I started watching everything I knew,
Becoming everything my Mama told

I started listening and watching the signs,
But it was too late for me to stop,
Just watching the world crashing by,
And I was trying to stop the clock.

Because you were standing there staring at me,
Telling me you were so sorry,
Telling me that you didn't mean to hurt me so bad.

Because you're standing there holding my hand
Telling me I wish I'd understand,
That everything happened for a reason.

And I can't take the burning in me,
Like my heart got locked and you held the key,
And you just were too screwed up to give it back.

And I can't take it, just let me be,
Why do you have to haunt my sleep,
Why did my Mama have to be right....

Mama, why didn't I listen to you,
This boy you told me about, you told me what to do.

But I didn't see the light, I was too stuck in the darkness,

Now all that's left of me,
Is what he left me to be
Like a hollow shell,
And that's all I really deserve to feel, this is where I deserve to be.

Because you told me,
Mama
You told me that he'd break my heart,
But see, mama,
I believed him,
I loved him,
So bad.
That even if he doesn't love me anymore,
I always will,
And that's the feeling that kills.

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Haha, never said it was a good poem. ^_^ just had some of the lines stuck in my head, and i just typed random words in between.
How about a nice happy poem? lol, hmmmm... ok, i'll put one here...lemme think happy thoughts, happy thoughts

Right...let's try this

Baby boy, I think I might be in love with you,
I think there's nothing left in me that isn't for your posession
And every little thing you do,
Makes me smile inside, to know that you're my new found obsession.

And every time you laugh,
I think I laugh a little bit too,
Every time you cry,
It hurts me more than I know it should do.

And every time you say my name,
I think I fall a bit more in love with you,
And every time you hold my hand
I think I walk a little faster too

And every single love song that they've wrote,
I put your name and my name in,
And every single romantic scene,
I put you and me dancing in the rain.

There's a scene in that movie that I seem to love,
It's a boy, it's a girl, and they're dreaming of,
Each other, in each other's arms, in each other's hearts, in each other's futures,
And there's a part of me that's hoping we could do something like that together.

There's a line in a song that I heard not too long ago,
It goes something like, " What will it take to get you to know,
That everything and everyone around me is just for show,
You're the only thing I ever want,
The only thing I'll ever hold,"

I hold you close to my heart,
No, that's just a lie,
I hold you closer than that, I hold you closer than everything in fact.
I yearn for every night,
That I get to see your eyes,
And I only believed in love at first sight,
When you looked at me with that soft crazy smile

And you drive me crazy with every word you whisper in my ear

I can't take the way you make me feel,

My intentions are very clear.

I want to be whisked away,

In your arms,

Taken to the one place, I know no harm

And that's anywhere I am,

With you.

I love it when your hands are running right through my hair,

And the tingles and the chills and thrills,

Oh, nothing can compare,

All the smiles and styles and wild crazy nights,

Just being there with you,

There's nothing else in this world I want than to be here touching you.

Baby, if there's anything I know well enough anymore,

It's that I need you to hold me tight,

Never let go of me, never push me off,

Not once, just for one night,

I want to be with you more than I want to be with myself,

And there's no one in this world I love more than you,

And that's my promise to you, there really is no one else.

So if one day you wake up,

And I'm the only thing you think about,

And you drink your milk,

And I'm the only thing you think about,

And you look out the bus window,

And I'm the only thing you think about,

And you sit with your friends,

And I'm all you can talk about.

Then wake up

And see me lying next to you,

Drink your milk,

And notice I'm the one who poured it for you,

And get on the bus,

And notice I'm in the seat next to you,

And talk to your friends,

And I'm standing there, holding your hand,

And letting you know that I'm doing the same too.

I love you,

Isn't that good enough?

I love you,

Is that so tough,
I love you,

You're the only one,

I love you,

You are my everything, my heart, my soul, my sun.

I love you

Yes I really do.

Do You?

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Yay. Not that great a poem but meh, i'm working on low right now.

And now, what else do i need to include?

Oh. ICONS! ^_^ right, right... here we go...hmm...hm...hm....hm....hm....Right, found some! ^_^

My internet is acting wacky. Shall repost later

LOVE YOU ALL!!! ^^

*mwah mwahz*

xx signed off at 7:20 PM