Dum Dee Dum... I'm Nutty Net and I often go nuts :P I have way more fun than the average human should, and I'm blessed with a beautiful family and so many lovely opportunities :) And this is where I come to settle all those crazy floating thought butterflies in my head :)
Heyaz, well, today, I decided to have a little themed post. Something in the mind of ... PINK. I love pink ,it's such a pretty girly color, who wouldn't love it? That said... ICON ATTACK!! ^_^ I know, I know, I LOVE IT ! It's so pretty and beautiful. One of the best colours in the spectrum imo *nods and grins* Ooh, I need to continue that story I started out with don't I? I'll do that later. Erm.... oh, right , i was going to write a smarting poem. So... hm... Ah, lemme see....
Misfit - Me Please, restrict your apologies, and your " You hate me"s, I'm getting sick of it, And It's not even my fault, that your head's so full of these dreams, That I can't even compete with your image of me yet, Stop expecting me to be, something I'm not capable of being...
I'm just what I am, what I'm supposed to be, And I don't want to change, I'm happy being, what I'm happy being, and that is me, If you tell me I'm not normal, then I'll tell you yes, I'm just strange, How many times do you want me to say it? This is who I am.... I'm a misfit.
I like standing out, it's who I am, it's what I'm all about, I don't want to be a beauty queen, plastic in a magazine, I like my uniquety, how I make the world spin for me, And if you can't handle me, Then baby that's a shame, But I can't change for you, I can't change anything, And if you won't let me be, Oh, Then I'm so sorry.
I don't like having to be unlike anything I've ever been, I wish you stopped trying to mess me up, If only you'd tear up all your paper dreams, Because I've had enough. I'm getting sick of it, I'm getting rid of this, These shackles you've put on me, I don't want any of this, Why can't you let it rest, I'm tired of you hating who I am..... Oh, I'm a misfit.
Stop messing, With my head, Stop messing with my mind, Just let,
Me be me, Let me be, Let me be who I am inside, Not your dreams, Not your girl, Let me fly out and be myself... And not someone else.....
Oh, I'm tired of searching myself for somebody else, I'm tired of all the problems , all the things you've held against me. I'm sorry, baby, sugar, honey, but this is the reality. I am who I am.... I'm just a M- I - S- F- I -T.
Ok, so the story behind that poem would be - > I was listening to " Everything I'm Not " by the veronicas which is about a guy trying to change the singer into a girl that she's not. So I took that and made it a tad more general. Not about a guy changing me more about anybody in particular.
Oh, I made another one
Skeletons - Me Look at me, tell me now, who said you were right to judge my faults? I'm allowed, beyond a reasonable doubt, to pledge my case to the court, Now, who said, I was a pure person with no blood to my name, I'm not a victim, I'm another person you can blame,
Because I know, what it's like to have skeletons in my closet, But then again, my time isn't over yet I'll tell you all of my dirty little secrets, But please, Don't judge me, For trying to keep them.
Everyone's pointing their fingers at me, Telling me, girl, you shouldn't have hidden these sort of things, Well, momma, poppa, how could I possibly see, That this is what happens, when you lock everything inside of your sins,
I am guilty, guilty of loving you too hard, I am guilty, guilty of wanting more than you had, I am guilty, of breaking your heart into shards, Oh I am guilty, I am guilty, why do you think I'm so sad
There are things I thought you knew, But maybe I overestimated you, Told you all my secrets, out of the blue, Now I'm regretting ever loving you.
Look at me now.... I'm like a broken piece of a broken chessboard, Look at me now, I'm like a silent stream, an open shore, Look at me now, I'm like the little voice you drowned out too soon, Look at me now, I'm like the summer wind in the middle of June, And I can't hurt you, no , no, Not with my secrets, I cannot let you go, Because I hold you too close to my chest.
And I don' t miss you anymore, I don't live in regret, I don't miss you walking out that door, Because it had to happen soon yet. And if you love me still, will you please forget the tears I've cried, And if you need me still, will you please forget the times I've lied, And if you want my heart, then it's yours to have if you promise me one thing, If you break it again, you won't judge me worse for hating the man I'm loving........ If you break my heart, the thousand pieces will scatter apart, And if you break my heart, I'm not so sure I could get it to start, Again. And if you break my spirit, I'm sure I can bring it back up, But if you break my soul, I don't think I'd be able to love. No, no, no.
You held my heart for one split second, Took my life and made me reckon, If you love me, hold it closer, If you want me, hold me closer, And if you need me, then love me stronger, Because I can't take it, Any much longer.
You're tired of people telling you, That you're not good enough, You want me to hold you, When things start to get rough,
But I hurt a lot right now, Barely making it somehow, No one knows who I am anymore, Couldn't get you to stop walking out that door.
Sometimes, things explode, And our love's going to implode, And no one's here to help, We're walking a short one way road to hell.
Everything comes back down to this, That moment I saw you two kiss...
If you had held my hand, The way you held hers, If you had needed me, The way you needed her, Then I might have stayed, But, there's no use now... Our love is gone, I am moving on, I have nothing left to say, I am betrayed.
You try to walk with me, Try to make it all up, But I can't live a lie, you see, So maybe it'd be better if you stopped.
I like being with you, No, I'm lying, I love being with you But you went and did, what you had to do, I'm sure that you're probably sitting there, thinking of me, Wishing, I was still yours, But, I'm sorry, that's how you played your cards.
Somehow , I knew, it would be all spoiled by you, I knew it would Somewhere, you say, that you're going to do now, what you said you wish you could.
But if only You had held my heart, The way you held hers, If you had wanted me, The way you wanted her, Then I might have stayed But there's no use now, Our love is gone, And I have not a damn thing left to say. Baby, look what you've done, I feel so betrayed.
Must be your unlucky day, And yes, all this hurt is here to stay, I love to see , see you cry, And I'm pretty sure by now you know why Must have been, so much fun, Lying in her arms, And now you're hanging onto me But that's not how it works baby
Every step, that you took, I wrote it all down in my book, Every word, that you said, Telling me you loved me with one look, I wish I , hadn't listened to all your cheating lies, I can't love you anymore, I can't love you, you cold hearted boar, I can't love this lie you've become.....
So now, you're holding onto me, They way you held onto her, Now you're kissing me, The way I saw you kiss her, Now you're trying to woo me, But you thought I didn't see you try to do the same, Oh, who do I have to blame? It's you, you sick, naive prick, You're the one who's left me with nothing to say, Our love is gone, I am gone. I am betrayed.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxoooooooooooooooooooooxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx That one was inspired by this movie i saw where the guy and girl are madly in love then he goes and cheats on her then wants her back but no matter how hard he tries she doesn't take him back. Love sucks, huh? haha, kidding. ^_^
RIGHTTTTTTTTTTT ENOUGH EMONESS FOR ONE POST! LET'S DO THE MAMBO!!!! =P ByezieS i'm gonna go get ready for the indian festival thingy tonight....laters alligators. xoxo Netty
