Dum Dee Dum... I'm Nutty Net and I often go nuts :P I have way more fun than the average human should, and I'm blessed with a beautiful family and so many lovely opportunities :) And this is where I come to settle all those crazy floating thought butterflies in my head :)
Ok, so, I can't help but blog today. Because quite a bit has happened to me in the space of 2 days. A lot Of Things. I can't write it all down but good things and bad things have happeed. Mostly awesome things, but one BIG bad thing that could potentially bring it all down. And I can't write about it because I respect the people involved and because I don't want the " evil eye " shall we say? Jealousy = BAD So......... I shall just write some poetry for this post ... Enjoy! xx Netty
Out of sight, out of mind, That's what they all say, You've made me blind, But I can't seem to move away. You've put me in a bad place, And I can't get the guts to shoulder the blame, Given me memories I can't erase, And all I find is I'm stuck in shame.
And yet, I still can't believe I love you, For hurting me, breaking me, taking my soul, And , I still can't believe I need you, When everything's going wrong, and you're the only hope I have left to hold.
I can't believe I'm still writing every song, just for you, And I can't believe that all my rhymes seem to end with " I love you" And no matter how many times you fake a "sorry " I still find myself forgiving you, What is wrong with me, What am I supposed to do?
Can you hear me calling out, Momma , poppa, save me now, I don't want to fall in love and fall to the ground instead.
Can you hear me screaming now, Momma, poppa, help me somehow, I don't want to lose this man , please help me understand.
Why does it have to hurt so much , To love you, love you, more than anything I know, Why can't I just have your touch, And love you, love you, soft and slow. Why can't I just have you in my arms, Why can't you just keep away all your charms, Why am I so blind to all your flaws, Why do I keep showing you my scars, Why can't I, Can't I stop, Loving who you are.
------------- etiier0iri STUPID BLOGGER! IT SHORTED AND MY ENTIRE POEM WENT SO I HAD TO WRITE A NEW ONE AND THIS ONE IS SO MUCH SHITTIER THAN THE LAST ONE *breathes* hahahaha sorry, rant I put this entire house season finale thingy and stuff about supernatural....URGHJ! NExt post!
