Hey all... =P

Lol, randomly decided to start up my blog again, as you might have noticed, but knowing how often this blog gets read...no one would have. Which strangely enough makes me go EEEKK EKKKEKEKEKEEKEK ZERRRRRRRRR KEOEPO PLOING! Or...in English, YAYYYYYYYY!! ^_^

Omg, so, update update update

New bf. I love him. Yes. I mean it this time. ^_^

Semester 2 Exams are ova! TEE is up next. Sem exams went fairly well.

Have officially graduated.

Mais oui.

Am now a PR of Australia.

YAY! ^_^

Erm.........what else?

Oh erm, I have a myspace. www.myspace.com/xxnuttynetxx

Em.................hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..........

Oh, let me tell you about my bf.

Most of you already know him fairly well. Simply because he's just that loud and hyper and insanely friendly that people somehow know that nutjob that is the guy I'm with right now.

He started out as my friend, and walked me to the bus stop every monday, tuesday and thursday, and then we started hanging out a bit more and i tried valiantly to set him up with this girl he liked, but in the process of doing that, i think he started liking me as much as he liked her, and lo and behold, he asks me out, and now we've been going out for 3 months now, or so he tells me. He's got chestnut-brown hair, he's got really twinkly bluey-hazel eyes ( they change colour O_o) and to me, he's really hot. But then again, I'm madly in like with him haha, and that has to mean that I'm blind to his flaws . But i think he's gorgeous, and that he's more than good enough for me. He's the nicest sweetest person I know. If i ever want anything, he gets it for me without me even asking. He's so loving and so adorable and so generous and kind, and he's charming. And he's the geekiest human being alive. He has all these silly stupid jokes about chickens and spaceships and powerthirst that you can't help but laughing. And he gets these really silly expressions on his face that just make you giggle , because he just looks so cute trying to act cool.

His eyes tend to crinkle when he smiles and when he gets sad, his eyebrows tend to bunch together, and he looks really serious and thoughtful and anxious and it just makes me want to hug him and let him know that everything's going to be ok.

There's a massive problem with all this though.

My

Mom

Doesn't

Know

About

Us.

So I've asked him to be the first guy in my life that i've dated, to go to my mom after exams and ask her if we can go out. =S IT's going to be INTERESTING!

Rebecca was bugging me to update the blog and tell me about my new bf and Laura's heard all about him, and Joanie went emo when she figured out I'm with someone who treats me as well as Tim does. I wish I could go all out and say what I felt for him, but that's something private and this blog is far from private. Also, I don't think he should know too well how much I like him. ^_^

So, instead, i'm just going to post icons . And write some poetry. And put in some quips and stuff. ENJOY! =P

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That'll do for one post ^_^

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POETRY

Show- Me

Somehow, somewhere, I must have had my eyes closed,

There's no sound, just the breeze, and the sand between my toes,

All over this town, there's a painful cry, but there's no sound,

Suddenly, you're not here, and no one I love is around.

Wake me up, because I'm dreaming without you,

Hold me close, because I'm drowning without you,

Lift me up, the only way that you know,

Don't let go,

Please don't, don't let your sorrow........

Show.

I wished for you so hard it hurt,

Wanted you so bad that, my heart, it got burnt.

Bruised myself in the only way I know,

Let you fly away, why did I let you go?

Look at me, and tell me it's going to be alright,

Hold my hand, carry me through the night,

Kiss my lips, because that's the only touch I know,

All I remember,

Before you let me go.

You almost stayed, you almost came,

You almost said, said my name

You almost held me, you almost loved me,

You almost said, you'd never leave me.

You almost lied, you almost told,

You almost said we'd never grow old,

You almost wanted to be with me,

But you almost wanted , and almost wasn't good enough.

Almost wasn't good enough for me.

Hold me now, like you know it's the last time you'll feel me up against you,

Draw me closer, if that's all you feel you can do,

Don't touch my face, my lips, my hands, my hair,

Don't try to pretend like you ever cared,

I love you, at least I dreamt I did,

Don't destroy my dreams, oh no, don't you bloody dare.

Don't you let go....

Don't let me know....

Don't let your sorrow..

Because I won't let my sorrow........

Show.

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Mmhm, emo poem, i know, but it's easier to write emo ones ^_^

Here's another one!

You Break Everything - Me

I'm listening to what you've said,

Trying to get to grips with me and you,

I saw you standing there, buying something for me,

But then , you decided , I wasn't worth the effort, baby,

Well, it's ok, I'm not angry,

Because I was expecting this , actually,

And you, don't look at me that way,

Of course , I'm gonna have the last say

You break everything,

Everything we've ever tried to have been.

So you, go running away, boy,

You keep playing me,

I don't know if I'm coming or going,

You've messed up everything,

You've broken everything,

Are you happy now?

Now, now,don't come running home,

If I'm not worth the effort, then leave me the hell alone,

Now now, don't try to play nice, boy,

Don't play with my feelings, or I'll mess up your ploy,

Please, don't try your luck with me,

I was expecting all this actually,

And nothing more than this would have made me believe

That you