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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Worries Plague My Mind

Ok, so, I can't help but blog today. Because quite a bit has happened to me in the space of 2 days. A lot Of Things.
I can't write it all down but good things and bad things have happeed. Mostly awesome things, but one BIG bad thing that could potentially bring it all down. And I can't write about it because I respect the people involved and because I don't want the " evil eye " shall we say?
Jealousy = BAD
So.........
I shall just write some poetry for this post ...
Enjoy!
xx Netty

Out of sight, out of mind,
That's what they all say,
You've made me blind,
But I can't seem to move away.
You've put me in a bad place,
And I can't get the guts to shoulder the blame,
Given me memories I can't erase,
And all I find is I'm stuck in shame.

And yet, I still can't believe I love you,
For hurting me, breaking me, taking my soul,
And , I still can't believe I need you,
When everything's going wrong, and you're the only hope I have left to hold.

I can't believe I'm still writing every song, just for you,
And I can't believe that all my rhymes seem to end with " I love you"
And no matter how many times you fake a "sorry "
I still find myself forgiving you,
What is wrong with me,
What am I supposed to do?

Can you hear me calling out,
Momma , poppa, save me now,
I don't want to fall in love and fall to the ground instead.

Can you hear me screaming now,
Momma, poppa, help me somehow,
I don't want to lose this man , please help me understand.

Why does it have to hurt so much ,
To love you, love you, more than anything I know,
Why can't I just have your touch,
And love you, love you, soft and slow.
Why can't I just have you in my arms,
Why can't you just keep away all your charms,
Why am I so blind to all your flaws,
Why do I keep showing you my scars,
Why can't I,
Can't I stop,
Loving who you are.

------------- etiier0iri
STUPID BLOGGER! IT SHORTED AND MY ENTIRE POEM WENT SO I HAD TO WRITE A NEW ONE AND THIS ONE IS SO MUCH SHITTIER THAN THE LAST ONE *breathes*
hahahaha sorry, rant
I put this entire house season finale thingy and stuff about supernatural....URGHJ!
NExt post!

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Monday, October 29, 2007

His Son Chico

^_^ Today I saw Finding Nemo after aaaaaaaaaaaaaaggggggggggggggggeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssss
It is depressing how long it takes for someone to finally decide to watch a movie that rocked before but got shelved
It's SOOOOOOOOO Cute. Decided to put in some quotes for reader/viewer pleasure.
WATCH THIS MOVIE AGAIN PEOPLE IT IS AWESOME!
^_^
Love yaz
xx Netty
Dory's alternative names for Nemo

---Your son Chico?
---He's lost his son, Fabio.
---His son, Bingo…
---Poor Rocko.
---Not much fun for little Harpo.
---Bye, Elmo!

Dory
------Hey, Mr. Grumpy Gills.
------[singing] Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming, swimming swimming. What do we do? We swim, swim, swim.
------Are you my conscience?
------I shall call him Squishy, and he shall be mine. And he shall be my Squishy.
------No eating here tonight, no eating here tonight, no no no eating here tonight, you on a diet!

Hey, look. "Es-CA-pay". I wonder what that means? That's funny, it's spelled just like the word "escape."
Got it. Trench: through it, not over it... Hey, hey, hey, wait up I have something important to-- whoa, nice trench.

The SHARKS ROCKED TOO ^_^
Fish-Friendly Shark Pledge: I am a nice shark. Not a mindless eatin' machine. If I want to change this image, I must first change myself. Fish are friends. Not food.

Bruce: Now there's a father looking for his little boy.....[whines] I never knew my father!!! [cries]

[edit] Crush the Turtle
Oh, I saw the whole thing, dude! First, you were like, whoa! And then we were like, WHOA! And then you were like, whoa.

Oh, man. Hey, no hurling on the shell, dude, okay? Just waxed it.

You, Mini-Man! Takin' on the jellies. You got serious thrill issues, dude.

It's awesome, Jellyman. Little dudes are just eggs, we leave 'em on the beach to hatch, and then — koo-koo ka-choo! — they find their way back to the Big Ol' Blue.

[while surfing the tide of the Eastern Australian Current] Righteous! Righteous! now give me some fin, nogin dude!!!!

[Nemo meets their teacher, Mr. Ray.]
Mr. Ray: Well, Nemo — all new explorers must answer a science question.
Nemo: [worried] Okay.
Mr. Ray: You live in what kind of home?
Nemo: [confidently] An an-ne-me-ne-mo-nem-ee! [not so confidently] A-nem-mo-ne-men… me-ne-mo-nee!
Mr. Ray: Okay, okay. Don't hurt yourself.

Bruce: Fish are friends, not food.
Anchor: Except stinkin' dolphins!
Chum: Dolphins! Yeah, they think they're so cute! "Oh, look at me, I'm a flippy little dolphin, let me flip for you!"

AND THAT'S ALL FOLKS ^_^
be back soonlies!

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Where Did the Blue Skies Go?

I was listening to Travis and decided to randomly BLOG.

SOOOOOOOOOO

I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT DESPERATELY. I am a fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat human being with obvious self-esteem issues ahha. That said, I rock. No really, I rock. haha.... oh the plasticness.

I haven't been called a plastic in ages, it's weird.

I wonder why?

Maybe it's because my boyfriend was the principal source of "plastic" name calling?

Perhaps, perhaps.

Icons in this post, are there?

Posted, there shall be, icons

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

Right, that's enough for one post!! ^_^

So........ other things to fill this space..........

CHEMISTRY : My thoughts, my views, my experiences.

Basically me ranting.

So, Chem. Right...... Not that i have anything against the subject but it's seriously screwed up and boring. I mean it. BORING

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Sunday, October 28, 2007

Ninja Monkeys Are Meeting As We Speak to PLOT MY DEMISE HAHAHA

I'm busy studying bio and human evolution on Wikipedia and it occurs to me.......
DRYOPITHECINES?!? Earliest man and his name is - Dry o pith ah seen?!
What the hell?
And btw, the first HOMO appeared 3 million years ago....ahahahahhahahaha
The first gay guy, 3 million years ago! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
SORRY
Cracks me up.
I recently saw a movie " Ratatouille" the pirated version which was strangely really really clear.
IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD.
MOVIE PLUG!!! ^_^

Plot
Rémy (Patton Oswalt) lives in a rat colony in the attic of a French country home with his brother Émile (Peter Sohn) and father Django (Brian Dennehy). Inspired by France's recently deceased top chef, Auguste Gusteau (Brad Garrett), Rémy does his best to live the life of a gourmet. Not appreciating his talents, his clan puts him to work sniffing for rat poison in their food.

The rats flee the house when the resident, an old woman, discovers the colony. Rémy, separated from the others, floats in the storm drains to Paris on a cookbook written by Gusteau, following the chef's image to his namesake restaurant, now run by former sous-chef Skinner (Ian Holm). As Rémy looks into the kitchen from a skylight a young man with no culinary talent, Alfredo Linguini (Lou Romano), arrives with a letter of introduction from his recently deceased mother, and is hired to do janitorial duties. While cleaning, Linguini spills a pot of soup and attempts to cover up his mistake by adding nearby ingredients. Horrified, Rémy falls into the kitchen and attempts to fix the ruined soup rather than trying to escape. Linguini catches Rémy in the act, just as Skinner catches Linguini. In the confusion some of the soup has been served. To everyone's surprise, the soup is a success.

The kitchen's sole female cook, Colette (Janeane Garofalo), convinces Skinner not to fire Linguini, provided he can recreate the soup. Skinner orders him to take Rémy away; Linguini cannot bring himself to kill Rémy, and instead begins an alliance by which Rémy secretly controls Linguini's cooking in return for his protection. The two perfect a marionette-like arrangement by which Rémy tugs at Linguini's hair to direct his movements while hidden under Linguini's toque blanche.

Skinner plies Linguini with vintage Château Latour in an unsuccessful attempt to discover the secret of his unexpected talents. The next morning, hung over and disheveled, Linguini nearly confides his secret to Colette. Desperately trying to stop Linguini, Rémy pulls his hair, making him fall on Colette and leading the two to kiss. They begin dating, leaving Rémy to feel abandoned. Meanwhile, Skinner learns from the letter of introduction that, unknown to everyone but his mother, Linguini is in fact Gusteau's son and stands to inherit the restaurant and imperil Skinner's ambition to exploit Gusteau's image to market prepared frozen foods.

One night, Rémy and his colony are reunited. While scrounging food Rémy discovers Gusteau's will which, after a chase by Skinner, he presents to Linguini. Linguini now owns the restaurant, fires Skinner, and becomes a rising star in the culinary world. Later, Rémy and Linguini have a falling out, with Linguini deciding he no longer needs Rémy's help. Rémy retaliates by leading a kitchen raid for his rat colony. Linguini attempts to apologize to Rémy, only to discover and expel his colony. Rémy feels guilty about hurting his friend, and refuses to join them in resuming the raid.

Things come to a head the night of a planned review by food critic Anton Ego (Peter O'Toole), whose contemptuous review of Gusteau's cooking reduced his five-star restaurant to four stars. When asked what he would like for the evening, Ego challenges the staff to prepare whatever they dare serve him. Linguini, unable to cook without the rat's guidance, admits his ruse to the staff, leading them all to walk out. Colette returns after thinking of Gusteau's motto, "Anyone can cook!" Django, inspired by his son's courage, returns with the entire rat colony to cook under Rémy's direction, while Linguini, discovering his true talent, waits tables on roller skates. Rémy decides to prepare ratatouille, a dish so good that a bite of it leads Ego to relive childhood memories of his mother. Ego asks to meet the chef; Colette insists he must wait until the rest of the diners have left. At the end of the service, Rémy and the rats are revealed. A changed man, Ego writes a glowing review, declaring that the chef at Gusteau's is the greatest chef in all of France.

In the dénouement Gusteau's is closed by a health inspector, who finds the rats after being tipped off by Skinner. Ego loses his credibility and job when the public discovers he has praised a rat-infested restaurant. Everything is for the best, however; with Ego as investor and regular patron, Linguini, Colette, and Rémy open a successful new bistro called "La Ratatouille," which includes a kitchen and dining facilities for both rats and humans.

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Voila! ^_^ Watch this movie it's SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOODOOODDODODOD

Also saw, that night, Carrie the new version.

OMG IT IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CREEEEEEPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

>.> I could not sleep that night.

On the same day, I went shopping in the city with tim where he bought me my favouritest perfume ever Young, Sexy and Lovely by Yves Saint Laurent and he bought me this AWESOME ring, it's so so so so so so pretty. We also went to Watch Saw IV. *hugs and kisses* I love yaz, you big chump . Sorry for going off at you for spending so much on me.

Erm, what else, what else.

Oh, right........err...........

MONTY PYTHON AND THE HOLY GRAIL RAWKS!! Like honestly. ROCKETH!

Opening credits
Mock Subtitles
We apologise for the fault in the subtitles. Those responsible have been sacked.
We apologise again for the fault in the subtitles. Those responsible for sacking the people who have just been sacked, have been sacked.
The directors of the firm hired to continue the credits after the other people had been sacked, wish it to be known that they have just been sacked. The credits have been completed in a entirely different style at great expense and at the last minute.

Hahahhaha and that is how it opens. Unless you have the collector's edition like me.... which ahs the opening Dentist on A Job thingy... It's SOOOOO COOL
^_^
Ok, brb, lunchies
xx Netty

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No I Don't Wanna Know =P

Hey all......

YEAH A resurgence of my frequent postage, woot woot.

Told you I wouldn't give this blog up! ^_^

Here's a few songs to start things off

Angels on the Moon- Thriving Ivory

Do you dream, that the world will know your name

So tell me your name

Do you care, about all the little things or anything at all?

I wanna feel, all the chemicals inside I wanna feel

I wanna sunburn, just to know that I'm alive

To know I'm alive

Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know

If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go

Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon

Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon

Do you believe, in the day that you were born

Tell me do you believe?

Do you know, that everyday's the first of the rest of your life

Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know

If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go

Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon

Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon

This is to one last day in the shadows

And to know a brother's love

This is to New York City angels

And the rivers of our blood

This is to all of us, to all of us

Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know

If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go

Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon

Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon

You can tell me all your thoughts, about the stars that fill polluted skies

And show me where you run to, when no one's left to take your side

But don't tell me where the road ends, cause I just don't wanna know,

No I don't wanna know

Don't tell me if I'm dying / Don't tell me if I'm dying / Don't tell me if I'm dying

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A Bad Dream - Keane

Why do I have to fly

Over every town up and down the line?

I'll die in the clouds above

And you that I defend, I do not love.

I wake up, it's a bad dream,

No one on my side,

I was fighting

But I just feel too tired

To be fighting,

Guess I'm not the fighting kind.

Where will I meet my fate?

Baby I'm a man, I was born to hate.

And when will I meet my end?

In a better time you could be my friend.

[chorus]I wake up, it's a bad dream,

No one on my side,

I was fighting

But I just feel too tired

To be fighting,

Guess I'm not the fighting kind.

Wouldn't mind it

If you were by my side

But you're long gone,

Yeah you're long gone now.

Where do we go?

I don't even know,

My strange old face,

And I'm thinking about those days,

And I'm thinking about those days.

I wake up, it's a bad dream,

No one on my side,

I was fighting

But I just feel too tired

To be fighting,guess I'm not the fighting kind.

Wouldn't mind it

If you were by my side

But you're long gone,yeah you're long gone now.

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Now , what else.... ooh, icons! LOVELY ICONS! ^_^

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Saturday, October 27, 2007

Silly incomplete Posts! ^_^

Yes, as you probably figured out, my incessantly stupid internet f'ed up haha. I think it's because I exceeeded the bandwidth thingy...blah blah...
Anyways...erm...
Ooh....right....
Errrrrrrrrrrr
Let's see...
Ah, well, first, a song or two that I've been listening to that kinda needed pastage hahahaa ^_^
Where are you Now - Britney Spears

Calling out your name
Your face is everywhere
I'm reaching out to you
To find that you're not there
I wake up every night
To see the state I'm in
It's like an endless fight
I never seem to win
I can't go on as long as I believe
Can't let go when I keep wondering

CHORUS:
Where are you now, what have you found
Where is your heart, when I'm not around
Where are you now, you gotta let me know
Oh baby, so I can let you go

I can hear your voice
The ring of yesterday
It seems so close to me
But yet so far away
I should let it out
To save what's left of me
And close the doors of doubt
Revive my dignity
But, I can't go on as long as I believe
Can't let go when I keep wondering

Repeat CHORUS

I should let it out, it's time to let you go
Oh baby, I just want to know

And of course :
Secondhand Serenade - It's Not Over
My tears run down like razor blades
And no, I'm not the one to blame, it's you
Or is it me?
And all the words we never say come out
And now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

(chorus)
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
I'm shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just want to crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die
I won't let it die

(Repeat Cho.)
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over, we could be... forever (2X)
It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

My tears run down like razor bladesAnd no, I'm not the one to blame, it's youOr is it me?And all the words we never say come outAnd now we're all ashamedAnd there's no sense in playing gameswhen you've done all you can do(chorus)But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?We had the chance to make itNow it's over, it's over, it can't be overI wish that I could take it backBut it's overI lose myself in all these fightsI lose my sense of wrong and rightI cry, I cryI'm shaking from the pain that's in my headI just want to crawl into my bedAnd throw away the life I ledBut I won't let it dieI won't let it die (Repeat Cho.)I'm falling apart, I'm falling apartDon't say this won't last foreverYou're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heartDon't tell me that we will never be togetherWe could be, over and over, we could be... forever (2X)It's not over, it's not over, it's never overUnless you let it take youIt's not over, it's not over, it's not overUnless you let it break youIt's not over
Oh, I love that second song. It's so beautiful. You have to hear it. YOU HAVE TO.
It's beautiful. It's so meaningful. It makes me think about relationships.
I've had this convo with Tim a lot, for some strange reason. I think it's because there's a piece of me that's still recovering from all the hurt I've felt from previous relationships. And now that I've finally met someone who I don't really want to lose, I just find myself wondering all the time what life would be like without them.

So , what're the ways in which I think I could lose someone who mattered a lot to me ?
1. Death : If Tim died, I'm not so sure how I would handle it. I know it's a bit emo of a thing to think about, but it's my blog and i'm bored stiff and I just want to type anything that comes to mind, and ...yeah......
If Tim or my family passed away.... I.......I think I might have a nervous breakdown. I don't think I'd be able to speak for a while, I don't think I'd be able to be a normal person for a bit. Because he's come to mean a lot to me. Even if we weren't dating, and he was just my best friend.... I'd still not be alright to be normal. For that matter, if anyone I know in this year, who's meant a lot to me, died, I would be shattered. Death is such an awful thing. I remember when Zach passed away... and the phone ringing.... and everything suddenly stopping for five seconds, and everyone was sort of looking at each other and wondering what the hell Joanie just said.
I remember crying for 2 hours straight, locked up in the master bathroom, and my mom was at school, and my dad was at work and neither of them knew what had happened and i never told them. I feel so guilty. I should have helped Zach. WHY THE FUCK DID I NOT HELP HIM!?!? WHY THE HECK WAS I NOT THERE FOR HIM !? What kind of a friend was I? I just randomly left and stopped hanging out with him , and just forgot abotu him completly. I'm so screwed up, Im a twisted demented human being......I can't believe I actually did that to him . ..................

Sigh.....
I'm sorry......
I'm sorry, I just had to go off like that, it's just... it's everything's been building up inside me, and I needed to let it out and tell someone and this blog is sort of my outlet.

It's all the OC episodes I've been watching, and all the emo music and icons i've been looking at.
Don't worry, I'm not terminally insane, I'm just therapeuticising myself. Because it's bad to bottle things up, ya know? And i'm STIFF BORED hahaha

oh, let's see...
2. Cheated on
3. One or either changes and they just move on

I hate the whole " Let's just be friends " . Sad, hey.... I've said it so many times, and it rarely occured to me how it could possibly hurt being told something like that. I wouldn't be too upset if tim said that though, because we started out as friends, so it's alright....^_^ v

What else, what else? think net, think!
I guess it'll hurt a tad when i get dumped by him, but I'll move on and find someone else.
Apparently, the sooner you get another bf the faster you actually repair? I think it's like the case of if you're alone you have to face your demons alone? that sort of thing?
Interesting theory that.
So if like..you were surrounded by chickens in a room, all by yourself, it's worse than being with someone else in a room full of chickens?!
........
How do
You get
Into a Room FULL OF CHICKENS?!??!?!?!
Omg.....This reminds me of that thing cam was telling me about chickens and how they get prepared for maccas O_o
I shall post later

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These Words Are My Own

Hey all... =P

Lol, randomly decided to start up my blog again, as you might have noticed, but knowing how often this blog gets read...no one would have. Which strangely enough makes me go EEEKK EKKKEKEKEKEEKEK ZERRRRRRRRR KEOEPO PLOING! Or...in English, YAYYYYYYYY!! ^_^

Omg, so, update update update

New bf. I love him. Yes. I mean it this time. ^_^

Semester 2 Exams are ova! TEE is up next. Sem exams went fairly well.

Have officially graduated.

Mais oui.

Am now a PR of Australia.

YAY! ^_^

Erm.........what else?

Oh erm, I have a myspace. www.myspace.com/xxnuttynetxx

Em.................hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..........

Oh, let me tell you about my bf.

Most of you already know him fairly well. Simply because he's just that loud and hyper and insanely friendly that people somehow know that nutjob that is the guy I'm with right now.

He started out as my friend, and walked me to the bus stop every monday, tuesday and thursday, and then we started hanging out a bit more and i tried valiantly to set him up with this girl he liked, but in the process of doing that, i think he started liking me as much as he liked her, and lo and behold, he asks me out, and now we've been going out for 3 months now, or so he tells me.

He's got chestnut-brown hair, he's got really twinkly bluey-hazel eyes ( they change colour O_o) and to me, he's really hot. But then again, I'm madly in like with him haha, and that has to mean that I'm blind to his flaws . But i think he's gorgeous, and that he's more than good enough for me. He's the nicest sweetest person I know. If i ever want anything, he gets it for me without me even asking. He's so loving and so adorable and so generous and kind, and he's charming.

And he's the geekiest human being alive. He has all these silly stupid jokes about chickens and spaceships and powerthirst that you can't help but laughing. And he gets these really silly expressions on his face that just make you giggle , because he just looks so cute trying to act cool.

His eyes tend to crinkle when he smiles and when he gets sad, his eyebrows tend to bunch together, and he looks really serious and thoughtful and anxious and it just makes me want to hug him and let him know that everything's going to be ok.

There's a massive problem with all this though.

Mom

Doesn't

Know

About

Us.

So I've asked him to be the first guy in my life that i've dated, to go to my mom after exams and ask her if we can go out. =S IT's going to be INTERESTING!

Rebecca was bugging me to update the blog and tell me about my new bf and Laura's heard all about him, and Joanie went emo when she figured out I'm with someone who treats me as well as Tim does. I wish I could go all out and say what I felt for him, but that's something private and this blog is far from private. Also, I don't think he should know too well how much I like him. ^_^

So, instead, i'm just going to post icons . And write some poetry. And put in some quips and stuff. ENJOY! =P

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ICONISATION

That'll do for one post ^_^

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POETRY

Show- Me

Somehow, somewhere, I must have had my eyes closed,

There's no sound, just the breeze, and the sand between my toes,

All over this town, there's a painful cry, but there's no sound,

Suddenly, you're not here, and no one I love is around.

Wake me up, because I'm dreaming without you,

Hold me close, because I'm drowning without you,

Lift me up, the only way that you know,

Don't let go,

Please don't, don't let your sorrow........

Show.

I wished for you so hard it hurt,

Wanted you so bad that, my heart, it got burnt.

Bruised myself in the only way I know,

Let you fly away, why did I let you go?

Look at me, and tell me it's going to be alright,

Hold my hand, carry me through the night,

Kiss my lips, because that's the only touch I know,

All I remember,

Before you let me go.

You almost stayed, you almost came,

You almost said, said my name

You almost held me, you almost loved me,

You almost said, you'd never leave me.

You almost lied, you almost told,

You almost said we'd never grow old,

You almost wanted to be with me,

But you almost wanted , and almost wasn't good enough.

Almost wasn't good enough for me.

Hold me now, like you know it's the last time you'll feel me up against you,

Draw me closer, if that's all you feel you can do,

Don't touch my face, my lips, my hands, my hair,

Don't try to pretend like you ever cared,

I love you, at least I dreamt I did,

Don't destroy my dreams, oh no, don't you bloody dare.

Don't you let go....

Don't let me know....

Don't let your sorrow..

Because I won't let my sorrow........

Show.

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Mmhm, emo poem, i know, but it's easier to write emo ones ^_^

Here's another one!

You Break Everything - Me

I'm listening to what you've said,

Trying to get to grips with me and you,

I saw you standing there, buying something for me,

But then , you decided , I wasn't worth the effort, baby,

Well, it's ok, I'm not angry,

Because I was expecting this , actually,

And you, don't look at me that way,

Of course , I'm gonna have the last say

You break everything,

Everything we've ever tried to have been.

So you, go running away, boy,

You keep playing me,

I don't know if I'm coming or going,

You've messed up everything,

You've broken everything,

Are you happy now?

Now, now,don't come running home,

If I'm not worth the effort, then leave me the hell alone,

Now now, don't try to play nice, boy,

Don't play with my feelings, or I'll mess up your ploy,

Please, don't try your luck with me,

I was expecting all this actually,

And nothing more than this would have made me believe

That you

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